"WHO IS LAURA?" by bagira11

The most difficult thing is to try to stay in one place...nah...too hard :) However, the more I travel, the more I realize that it's not the place I'm looking for- it's the special moment in my life....

You hope, and you dream,
but you never believe that
something is going to happen for you
not like it does in the movies...
and when it actually does-
you expect it to feel different
more visceral, more real....
I was waiting for it to hit me

I still believe in paradise...
but now at least I know
it's not some place you can look for...
cuz it's not where you GO ...
it's how you FEEL for a moment in your life...
and if you find that moment - it lasts forever...

Orbital "Beached"

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I could say that Laura is an interesting girl and not modest as you see :) Kidding...OK, to tell the truth I could say that I could drive everyone crazy cuz I'm very unpredictable and many-sided.... I have weirdest dreams at nights and millions of daydreams... I'm an optimist-pessimist-realist-cinic mixture...I choose what I wanna be depending on my mood and of course weather.... But usually people think I am crazy, nuts and in general clumsy one :) Yes, trouble is my middle name.. :)
I am a sun energetic person and if there is no sun, no light... I'm almost dead... therefore I think soon you will see me living only in the south countries :))
... I'm like a child inside..sometimes very naive, sometimes direct and correct... My biggest dream is to love and be loved... equally....

I like soooo many things that I could go crazy myself....Till now I can't figure out what my purpose in this life is...So many interests ...hmmmm...I would love to study all my life...That's what I do...I study in the school of life...

I'm like a cat that likes to go her way but always knows that she can come back home and find close people...I 'm like a bird that leaves cold places and searches for the sun and warmth... Cuz I like to move, to travel, to feel warmth around me...I am always in search of something... trying everything I can... People tell me to stop...and live a "normal" life...But I live it the way I want...so that I could remember it with pleasure when I'm 82 and tell my grandchildren interesting stories :))
........people call me weirdo... I call them boring :)

WHAT I LIKE:

1) TRAVELLING
2) DANCING!!!!
3) Sports: basketball, football (or soccer for non-europeans), tennis, beach volley etc...
4) Warm and sunny weather
5) Beaches
6) Music: soul, R&B, Brazilian, lounge music etc...
7) European movies, especially Italian, French and Spanish. Roberto Benigni is genius..."La vita ? bella" and "La tigre e la neve" are the two masterworks that make the world believe in love....
8) CATS.
9) Italian food...Also paella...
10) Human psychology; dreams...
11) Italian ice creams and Lithuanian rolls

12) PHOTOGRAPHY!!!

DANCING!!!!.... It's my life, my way of living, my communication....I'm dancing in a show group of belly dances and latin dances and my favourite dancing style is RnB.

Most of my friends are abroad...
And what is a friend? At least for me - a friend in need is a friend indeed...Believe me, people..You can have thousands of "friends", pals, people you know..but real friends are hard to find and easy to count...I've got some close people I can trust... And I hope they consider me a very good friend too..... One lady who makes horoscopes told me: you are a person that people can rely on and tell their secrets...you fight for your friends and for your family like a tiger...
Remember that.... :)

Those, who really know me are my true friends...they truly know me and accept my weird way of thinking, my strangest ideas and dreams... :)

...For others I am a mystery...or an odd...or some crazy dancer :)