"There is no meaning and no reason to life.." Personal Page by benazer

Scientifically speaking..

^^^^^^^^PROLOGUE>>
When I say ``There is no meaning and no reason to life.``It do not mean I am fedup with life,it just means what it says,it took us many millions of years to appear as we do now,the way we look and are here is all just a coincidence..
******PART ONE*********
A long time ago I read somewhere
"If you want to invent and /or discover something,be curious".
Sometimes I wish I did not take that advice then I would have believed there is a meaning and reason to life and God protects and looks after us so I would have lived a happy and contented life now. But it would have been false paradise,a make-believe fairyland....-- Not for me thanks.
I enter my laboratory which is my mind and try to see a colour which do not exist,it is impossible..
I try a new experiment,I try to imagine an empty utterly completely empty Space a void , it is very hard but with practice I manage it,nothing,nothing no end no beginning,up or down no time,no distance just a void ,except few electrons and no known matter as we know.

To try to Explain.....
Few micro seconds or few billion years makes no difference in space , we have no reference time has not began yet,an electrons path varies a few mm or few billion KM ,makes no difference the distances has not began yet,the electron creates a magnetic field..........
Let me ask you a question here at this point ,.
Would you rather not know something which will upset you OR would you rather know the truth and be very sad ?
If you rather not know and don't care then no need to read anymore..

The emptines,the nothingnes is the default state of anything,default state of a cup is empty the universe,space,the stars are but a tiny bit of dust in nothingnes,remember before the tiny bit of dust , the distance,the time the matter do(did)will not exist..
Electron creates a magnetic field,we wait......................
Electron disappears,conditions are not stable,another attempt at creation has ended.
Electrons are not matter they come and go randomly ,the next electron is also deleted but the one after is fine ,soon we have many electrons.
We are well on the way ,we watch we wait........Electrons make a proton which are positively charged,we wait again a trillion years/few microseconds....

I shall not bore you any longer dear reader,the universe is created by now and you can have a fair understanding how..
In between all that grains of dust just one particular grain is Earth.
When it cools down enough the life will evolve which is the simplest thing..............
The God did not make us,we created god ourselves,we have our inherited parts inside and outside,
if human race is compared to a baby we are not born yet,we are complately dependent on our mother nature,one day we shall be complately free of mother nature,if we live that long,thats when the fun begins............. I think...

I will edit this page from time to time...