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Lama Pemba and his eternal smile.. |
The blessing...
We got to the border with Tibet, despite the roadblocks (with a motorbike you can still drive next to the stones or cut down trees), but in returning from the Tibetan border we had to wait for some Nepali men to carry the bike over an enormous tree..,
That day I started walking on my own..
That day I started enjoying walking on my own..
It was at first a bit creepy, cos i did not know how my body would react, doing this for the first time in seven years again (since I had had a car-accident in South Africa) and I did not want to get stuck somewhere, but the first day I walked I had such an amazing contact again with somebody, that I felt blessed for the rest of my stay in Nepal and even now still...
My goal was to reach a buddhist gompa (meditation center with school and temple) at about 3000meters and try to sleep there, that first day, but without realising it I did not reach Namo Buddha, but a buddhist retreatcenter that was one hill closer. While walking towards this definately buddhist place (all this flags and entrance gate behind which lay many stone buildings on the hill), Lama Pemba started walking with me and that was actually the second time I discovered love with no words (I realise only now, while writing this...)
Lama Pemba understood that I asked for a place to sleep and offered me a beautiful room in a beautiful peacefull house. The panorama... and all was so quiete...
He also understood I wanted to join people for meditations (I knew that in Nammo Buddha evening-meditation started at six, so I was happy to be in time for that..)
He understood, somehow, and made a gesture to follow him, and he reached for my hand when I needed help (how strange to hold a monks hand..) and took me to the most beautiful hill, with the most beautiful tree and panorama and then pointed to another hill and said "Nammo Buddha".
I now realised that I would not be in time for the meditation in Nammo Buddha that night, but I felt at the same time so blessed to be there and nowhere else...
Lama Pemba and me sat together in silence overlooking the hills around Katmandu (without clouds you can see the whole Everest mountainrange from there!) and then walked back to the center again. He invited me for dinner and gave me in the maintime a project-description to read, through which I found out that I was staying in a retreatcenter where monks go in retreat for three years! Lama Pemba is the only one speaking sometimes some words, because he is in charge of the provision and the mail and arranges this by driving with his jeep back and forth to katmandu every second day...
I realised now that the energy I was feeling was the energy of monks sitting in silence and meditating in the small houses on the hills, and this for three years...
The blessing...
My heart filled with warmth and joy and does again now, just by "going back" there...
The rest of the week flew by as in a dream.
The only thing I remember well is that after I had finally reached Nammo Buddha the next day, everything became more noisy. Something that I perceive now as "coming back to earth after having been in heaven". (well… something like that… ;-)
Young monks there came just out of a six month retreat and were playing basketball (!). One in five kids at least are sent to buddhist monestries because then at least they have food and schooling. The place was under construction and the news came to us that Katmandu was liberated and cars started driving again. All was alive again... and after some walking I took a bus to Nagarkot from where you sometimes have a beautiful view of the Everest...
In Nagarkot I spent morning after morning walking up the mountain at six and watching the sunrise above the Everest..
And the blessing continued...
Right through the lovely summer at my place with english friends that I happend to meet at the festival in Ghent, and with a sufi and writing course in September elsewhere in this beautiful world.
But more about this next time, Nepal has been enough for now..