VirtualTourist Member polardabar
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| well, it's been crazy. and it still is.
i'm busy over my head.
trying to prepare and get rid of as many exams as i can.
trying to figure out a way to survive these couple of months. kind of a survival strategy.
trying to find some sense in all this and not hate it for all that it is.
trying to accept me hating it as something acceptable, normal and not gasp-causing.
trying to stop sneaking out to my balcony to smoke a cigarette.
trying not to react or at least not to show it when i find the last of gold flake in my tuxedo pocket.
trying to concentrate on one thing at a time.
trying not to feel the fist hitting me from the inside all day long.
trying not to crave.
but i still am. |
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willy_wonka Fri Jul 18, 2008 07:20 UTC
am having such a major uzbekistan craving... been online all day looking at pics. i NEED to get there. why is that? | Wangchuk Sat Jun 28, 2008 06:54 UTC
Thanks! Have a great day! Any plan to come to Ladakh? | say-no-more Sat Jun 14, 2008 15:43 UTC
hahaah ne seeeri!! :D:D pa nadam se da si prosel, buduci da kasnim koji dan.. :)) | jenniferchin Wed Jun 11, 2008 05:29 UTC
9 times trying there, darl ... deep breathe and smile first .. then one thing at the time ! |
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