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i'm a drifter who can't fit in to this society's rigid ways. Nothing i do is good enough, and it probably never will be. i am not and will never be the best looking or most intelligent person out there. i'm so hopeless but it's okay cos there's nothing much i can do about it.

Even tho' i'm dead, i still have dreams. Dead people dreams too you know. i like making friends. i would love to know more people from all parts of the world. i'm open-minded. i speak my mind. and i can easily fit in to any cliques or groups.

One thing for sure, i really would like to travel and when i do i'd usually look-up subject matters like culture, politics, current events, social issues, philosophy especially religions. Learn, know and try to understand why people believe their beliefs -- explore what's behind people's faith in religion doctrine and paranormal claims. i don't care what people do as long as they don't affect me then it's fine with me BUT it disturbs me when i see people antagonizing others -making lives difficult because of religion/beliefs claims. i think they're just dominating. They have no rights to control over one's life.

i believe that everyone is their own being. They are answerable and reponsible for their own doings. i see it this way; when one is dead, he/she will be alone in the grave, he/she don't have anyone with him/her not even his/her parents so i don't see why any being should dig into another person's life.

Now, in a beautiful perfect world, i'd like to see that every-one treat one another with respect. Learn to be kind and try to understand and forgive one another. Settle every dispute or indifference with minimum bloodshed. i'd like to see unified, non racist countries. But, guess what???

WE DON'T LIVE IN A PERFECT WORLD !

O well, there's really nothing much we can do about it. there's lotsa queer and ridiculous people. it's a wild world out there -so beware fellas.

i have this dream to travel/backpack around the world. Meet new people along the way, try understanding God better and admire His creations and try to accept the fact that life is beautiful. (which i strongly disagree becos there's always ugly people ruining your life each and every seconds.) i wish to trek and explore the himalayas. i prefer adventure travel. To go against and expand my limits. Swim across oceans, admire canyon. Learn diving, go snorkelling, try skiing and snowboarding and play with snow. Lay on top of the mountain watching stars at nite.

Big dreams.. hell yea. Cannot disagree or argue with that.. i'm figuring out how the hell i'm going to do all these cos i don't have much money. i guess it's impossible then. O well, i guess my plans for suicide shall proceed soon. But since my passion is still burning, i will just keep on breathing until i reach the threshold of life when i can't take it any more. i know when im dead, i have nothing much to lose because i know the world would still be this lousy. i also know so well that life still goes on with or without me. Life is sour when you hit the ground.

[ moon ]
:: :walking on the water in a sea of despair: ::

Intro Updated Jan 27, 2005
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Written Jan 27, 2005

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jrs1234 Oct 8, 2008 at 12:02 PM

Happy Birthday, Moon!
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CliffClaven Jun 30, 2007 at 8:30 AM

Fallen off the bike yet?
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victorwkf Oct 2, 2006 at 8:33 PM

Happy birthday to you! All the best & happy travels :)
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spitball Sep 30, 2006 at 9:33 PM

Hey soon another birthday! Welcome to the second time around. ;)
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shirez Jun 28, 2006 at 8:16 PM

ok, you were tough, and since everybody`s in quiet, i will speak in their name, and be tough too. you are old enough to get over teen rebelling. plus to cry is easier then to struggle. so be tough! nothing is wrong!
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leonik Oct 8, 2005 at 11:36 PM

aloha! selamat hari jadi! =)
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and_juana Oct 8, 2005 at 4:59 AM

hi moon! happy birthday to you...
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sayedaburas Oct 7, 2005 at 9:18 PM

Happy birthday to you, Happy birthday to you , Happy birthday to Moon, Happy birthday to you. :) :)) :)) I wish you not only a happy new year, but also happier many maaany returns.
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unidata_m_i Oct 3, 2005 at 1:57 AM

oh lord wont you buy me a mercedes benz!
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srinidhilv May 5, 2005 at 11:21 PM

hi Moon, Well You sound as if you are in great pain. I don't know if I can alleviate your suffering but one thing I can promise you is when you come to India to backpack you can be assured of a place to stay and a friend for compay. See you around :):)